October 25, 2009

A clear mind



How clear your mind will be?

Yesterday I have kind of weird feels , the feel of I standing at a hill and look down from above.
For time, now i started to believing what I saw, there a quotes say that "seeing is believing"
I don't know is it true that "seeing is believing"?
I still looking forward to it...

after sometime, there will few people around ask me, what does Love mean?
I answer: I cant understand much, maybe just a word and nothing much...

I wonder do I need to believe what have I saw?

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(ps: take time...)

October 24, 2009

Relationship



I still not understand what relationship mean, I think alot people face the same problem like I did.

Every time I always question myself that..

1.Do I need to wait?

2.Do it worth enough for me to wait?

3. 1 years? 2 years? 3 years? 4 years? or even taking whole my life??

4.Do I really love her?

5. or I just giving myself a reason for being single?

6.I cant start of any relationship am I?

THE OTHER ME ANSWER... ( I need to go see doctor , i think..)

1. Yes

2. Sure, if you really like her.

3. In a worst case scenario, you wait still you pass away..

4. Sure you like her, if not you wont be so moody about.

5. maybe... I not you...

6. Ya.. cos you worst.. you know how to spell worst?? W . O . R . S .T = worst...


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(ps: Doctor, I coming soon..)

October 22, 2009

Coffee and love

Picture to describe My feeling..



A SUgar that without a coffee..



An Imperfection coffee cup and coffee that without sugar..

That all I wanna say.....

October 21, 2009

Miyamoto musashi (宮本 武蔵)

Today I read Through a comic Name Vagabond, is about a story of a Japanese swordsman,the name of it is Miyamoto musashi(宮本 武蔵) is one historical person I admired, as a swordsman.



Miyamoto musashi this name is given by monk after the reborn of the Shinmen Takezo.
Musashi was a swordsman fame of duels and distinctive style.



Musashi, as he was often simply known, became renowned through stories of his excellent swordsmanship in numerous duels, even from a very young age.



He went through a journey to know more about the word of "STRONG" mean.
I can just describe musashi with One word, "Unstoppable"....

If you guys feel free to read this comic Vagabond to know more about MUsashi..
here the LInk..

~MIyamoto Musashi (宮本 武蔵)~



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(ps: I feel kind of lonely, have to give myself some time...)

October 20, 2009

Her

In the previous post I write that I kind of confuse,
But now I'm NOT confuse anymore.
I want to craft her name on the lock with me.



I think she wont let me post her name, so I didn't post.
Only she know who is the "her" mention here..
I hope can share the time being with HER.
Please give me more time to be with you , ok? ^^
I stop for the right coffee..



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(little talk: I ok for now already, in progress in progress)


October 19, 2009

Lock the LOve ( 爱情锁)



Yesterday I watch the 8Tv show program "Love in Seoul"..
It mention on very intresting topic that i wanna post on my blog , the "Lock Love"!!!



At the base of Seoul Tower, a gate where lovers lock their locks then throw the key over the edge.

In Seoul hundreds or thousands of locks on it in chain,All the couple lock was craft with the names of those sweet sweet couple.



In Seoul , they have this kind of Lovely place..

The meaning of the Lock Love is " the couple hoping can be forever after they lock two lock together and try away the key so no one can open this both lock that lock together."
SWEET RIGHT?

After seeing those sweet couple, I kind of envy because I don't really have one so sweet as them..
I really Hope can lock together like the meaning Of "Lock Love"...

What should I do?
Alot of thing I keep inside My heart , just hard to vow out..
Maybe a lot of people will quite envy of me , but I just cant satisfy myself with such situation I having now..

In relationship or not in relationship?
Confuse...

Every lock love have those sweet couple name craft on it...

BUt Mine.....



A LOCK LOVE wiTHOut A NAME................

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(ps: if you ask me what I mind, I mind nothing... the meaning of "mature" is to be childish cos It can put a smile on your face..^^)

October 18, 2009

WOMEN (女人)



A woman's thought process is impossible to grasp just like a needle at the bottom of the sea is impossible to grasp...( 女人心,海底针)

BUt I seem understand too well, for what she think, what she wanna to act.
Alot of possible or impossible thing came across my mind yesterday.
Just make me confuse, what to do?

I have to stop asking and be more serious on it.
Hoping it will get well soon.
I wish for nothing, just her....

HOpe she will realize one day.

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(Ps: erm.. I quite confuse of the word "mature" mean?)

October 15, 2009

Suddenly feel so SAD.......

I kInd of Sad for so suddenly,
tHat why I open up the blog and started to type!!!

How do you feel when You put all your effort in but none any re-act,
I tired enough when YOu love someone who doesn't love you back..
TIred..

What hope I can put ?

What else I can do?

SOme people told me that "TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING"!!!!

But I DONt wanT TO WASTE MY TIME...

I dont want to wait for something that wont even happen, something that wont bring hope.

One song describe MY feeling now...

From the Beatles- I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND


LYRICS,

Oh yeah, I'll tell you something

I think you'll understand

When I'll say that something

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand



Oh please, say to me

You'll let me be your man

And please, say to me

You'll let me hold your hand

I'll let me hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand



And when I touch you I feel happy

Inside

It's such a feeling that my love

I can't hide

I can't hide

I can't hide



Yeah, you've got that something

I think you'll understand

When I'll say that something

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand



And when I touch you I feel happy

Inside

It's such a feeling that my love

I can't hide

I can't hide

I can't hide



Yeah, you've got that something

I think you'll understand

When I'll feel that something

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna hold your hand

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(ps: haix.......... nothing much to say , speechless and disappointed)

October 14, 2009

Kim Gallery cut hair..

Yesterday ME , kiatzai and Sam go TIme square.
ya.. I just wanna show some different On my fashionable hair...

first I look like POndan/ Sissy , the hair kind of long.



meanwhile in kim Gallery..



Suppose it have ended , after cut till here..
BUt kiatzai say this one very pondan look and SAM also called me cut more more~

So...

IT become like this..




Ooh gosh..

GOT DIFFERENT?

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(ps: kind of happy, dont know why..)

October 12, 2009

Feeling 12/10/2009


I Kind of wonder of everything..
I dont know how to vow how I feel now,
Maybe a picture will help up to describe how I feel...
It just Like A cup of coffee without adding any of sugar....
....BITTER..... is taste..

Although is was being in love..


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(ps: still wonder what will happen next or in future..)


October 11, 2009

Yesterday What I have done...

I done some stupid tHINg...

here the photo...
The Botak me...2008


Yesterday I was trying to take picture look like a girl..
Finally I make it...
I feel this picture will look like a girl, HOW you guys think???



DO I look like a girl??

I think I gone CRAZY cos of being TOO BORING....

October 9, 2009

我也有點心動叻……OH YEAH!!!

MY IDOL NEW SONG's...

After heard this song...
I just shout out loud ... OH YEAH!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!
This song same like my situation Now... OH YEAH!!!
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喔耶 (Oh Yeah)
詞曲: 盧廣仲

你有話想說 又不敢說
沒關係我們都認識這麼久
一起走過 很多時候
有太陽的午後沒月亮的天空

oh~ 我在氧氣裡面看見你
放慢了我們所有動作
就像電影明星一樣美麗)
就在這個時候你對我說
oh~ 我真的聽到你對我說

喔耶!你說你說你說你喜歡我
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't control
oh~ 因為我也有點心動

我說~ 我喜歡喜歡聽聽 Rock'n roll
快跟著我一起保護地球 Oh~ 從今以後
不用想太多 只要大聲說 喔耶


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FOLLOW ME..... SHOUT OUT LOUDer....

(ps: dont try this at home or outside)

October 7, 2009

I'm available

I kind of tired of everything,
OK, I won't go for it but I wait it come.
SO mari mari mari lah,
I free lancing now...



And now I have plenty of time to have my coffee break...

October 6, 2009

PATH



I can't even hold myself up after so many thing happen..
Everytime I hold myself up and try again, hoping for some miracle happen but it still show that the path I climbing still high.
I try to manage myself without fell down but I still fell in the end.
I really hoping some miracle will happen.
I know there wont be anything will happen unless you put some effort into it.
BUt what can I do to gain what I want the most...?

October 5, 2009

Kee's world from the staronline-report card day

I still remember about the past when I'm still a little "cute kid"...
I always worry when come to the rePort card Day, Because My result is "worst"
compare to other...

Everytime this day reach, I always noticed those expression come from my friend parent...
Damm funny and curious when they taken their son report card...
For what will happen after going home?? WHO know??

Sometime I even saw one of my friend, her age around 15 that time...
When she and her parent taken the report card, my friend cry due to the poor result...
How poor? I tell you... PMR result... I think she get 5 A1 above...
hey.. That good right???
Why everyday In our daily life we aim??
GOOD result??
No!!!!
Is money that we aim in our life...
DId good result bring good future??
who know?
Ok..., here some comic ..



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(little talk: can I go out tonight helping my friend do assignment? haix.....)

October 4, 2009

Cute T-shirt picture

Yesterday just Not my day....
Ok... I were like to share some cute T-shirt
Do you ever imaging that how was the expression that will show, If you give A pIg eat Pork-chop
NOw, here some T-shirt that showing those Image..



I think is Cute...
They even have other animal espression such as cow , chicken , rabbit...bla bla...



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Today I have goes through the Japan street fashion Picture
Can you see this couple fashion, I like the man wear ...
COOL....


ANd I also have other pIcture than the above one



Cute right for how it wear...
I cant even saw those fashion in malaysia...
Haix..

BUt some fashion that In malaysia that same as in japan..
Just the height is different....



COOL RIGHT??

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(ps: I think I'm going stop blogging for few month, due to my Internship training)

October 2, 2009

How Sleep Improves Memory, Reduces Stress and Enhances Decision-Making

Since the day I out of study life, I started go out while midnight until 2-4 a.m. come home..
If I didn't go out or wait to the time reach, I can't put myself Into sleep mode although I know that sleep early and wake up early is good.
Same like today... I wake up at 4 p.m because yesterday/morning I sleep at 6.a.m

....Quite crazy I know....

There are few reason that Sleep early/ enough is good for Ourself

-Sleep may help you learn more effectively
sleep plays an important role in memory, but recent evidence suggests that getting a good night's sleep can improve learning. So make yourself comfortable while you sleep.

-Sleep is important for managing stress
most people need between seven and eight hours of sleep each night. What happens when you don't get enough sleep? Symptoms such as moodiness, anxiety, aggression and increased stress levels can result.

-Sleep can help you make better decision
Have you ever found yourself struggling to make relatively simple decisions after a night of poor sleep? To reducing such things as response time and accuracy, lack of sleep has also been linked to difficulty making good decisions.

Do you ever heard one quote say, A wise man/old man always know how to make good decision...

Understand what it mean??

BUt I do..

After I saw this pIcture..



NOTICED THE SIGN ON THE TABLE
*Thank YOu for not sleeping here*
(they always have a good sleep)
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(Ps: 2molo BBQ at my friend house)

October 1, 2009

HOw to make a girl chase you


DO you had ENOUGH by chasing a Girl....

chase this one, rejected
chase that one, rejected
whenever you chase.... the answer always same...
Reason???
Damm alot I have heard..

Gir talked : you not handsome, you not rich, you not good compare...., you not cool, you too mature, you too childish, you dont have car.... bla bla bla.....@#$%


DO you guys had enough????

here some tips I get from some website..
BUt I cant sure is really suitable by using it..

1. Play hard to get.

If women can, why can't you? If it is so obvious that a girl likes you, don't get too excited and tell her that you like her too. Pretend that you have no interest on her or treat her the way you treat other girls. If she asks you for lunch or something, hold your horses and politely say no and give her a good reason. Remember to encourage another invitation by letting her know you can make it tomorrow, or some other day.

2. Stop going after her.

If you want to get a girl to chase you, draw her in to you instead of chasing her. Give her a reason to get interested to come after you. Women, for many reasons, like to make men chase them. If your girl sees that she is not that successful in that scheme, and she really likes you, she will do the opposite. She will do things to make you want her.

3. Stand out from the rest.

Be unique in a very exciting and attractive way. Girls get tired of being hit on by men. If you are unique in your way of approaching them, they will find you interesting and different from the rest.

4. Make a girl chase you by not being always available for her.

Man of high value do not give way to his every woman's whim. Don't sit on instant messengers, telephones, emails all day willing to communicate with her when she asks you to do so. Let her wait for you. You will see her get impatient and send you more emails, chat messages, and phone calls.

5. Always look your best.

Get a girl to chase you by making yourself presentable and likable. She might even feel jealous if other girls express interest in you. So the more you look smart and handsome, the more she gets impressed and the more she makes ways of keeping you.


By the way...

I think I wont go and use it...

I will stick to MY rules..

wanna know??

ask me then.....HAHA