August 18, 2009

I'm breakdown...

Tears falling down my cheek,
whats happening to me?

I used to be so strong,
but lately I feel so weak.

all the stress brings me down,
It gives me no choice,
I cant seem to speak my mind,
I just can't find my voice.

more cuts end up on my wrist,
something else I got to hide,
besides the smile I used to have,
but now it's hid behind.

the other part of me,
the person I pretend to be,
so you don't see my tears,
I fight all my fears,
I can't show emotion,
so I store it all inside,
but It builds up,
I breakdown,
I have to cut myself to let it all out.

The pills numb my pain,
puts the stress off to the side,
and when I bleed it all out,
I feel better inside.

What to do.............................



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