Night view through my window

That night

I view out window and look upon the black clear sky.

something goes cross my mind

I started to understand that

To love is to risk not being loved in return.

To hope is to risk pain.

To try is to risk failure

but risk must be taken because greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing

Do I Now taking one of risk "TO TRUST"

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I started to keep in silent....

Me as a secret boyfriend to my girl

Me as a secret boyfriend to my girl

Everything keep as secret from family or friend

have to cover my face , identity

I hoping such day will be end soon

I Not really like being some secret boyfriend

Maybe got alot reason behind

I think one of the reason is

she really mind how other people look on her BF

As I'm not good , not wealth , not handsome

I think nowadays girl do demand for those thing.

Cool right?

Feel secret... haha

NO hUG is so hard

People do say "New thing" come on the "new year"

But for me still the same as always

and the same sad day for me

I thinking everything will change but it seem till goes for the same flow



And I do feel that I like a

CACTUS ...