few year back

Through the picture above,

I think around few year back when My sister graduation day , I really look man( now also ) !!!

I mean the MAN , boLD and strong!!

Now I do change alot

Maybe through certain stress up and kind of thing.
(或许通过确定的压力向上和有点儿事情)

Now ended up become AH GUA (girlish guy)

as you can see through below picture for my differences !!
(当你在下边可以识破区别我的画)




I have to become more MAN...

NExt post I will ask your guys some opinion on my change..!!!

Refresh back

I think I still remember the day that I first meet you, I think already few years back and I told you before.

That Time I was holding a camera and walking through every class, I remember you was still the chubby(胖乎乎) you. Quite cute and you attracted(吸引) me.
It left a deep Impression( 印象) of you, I would never forget it.



Even though（虽然） that time you was with another guy, I always knew that I would meet you once again.(我始终知道我会再一次见你)

However (然而), it really was surprise that we ended up together as couple(最终成为情侣).
Although we only been through 4 month more, so many thing have happen.



Seem that you don't care me much,
Doesn't love me like I do,
Doesn't Focus on me much,
Doesn't pay attention on me,

Anyway All this was a good memory.( I think )

Esther,

I wanna told you that,

when you're laughing ,
I'm happy too.
when you're Down ,
I feel Gloomy(忧郁 )too.
when you're angry ,
I feel uneasy(心神不安)and restless(不平静).

I don't know how to put into a words,
I can't be without you.（我不能没有你）

All I can tell you is...

I like you.
I like you alot.
I really love you.

Today 19/02/2010

Today I have started to understanding what is really important to me.
The important thing to me is "family" for what making me think so is because of one girl.
I think she wont think Like I do, because I always the passion lover that given stress to people.

I couldn't Change MY attitude, REALLY....!!!
Because I think that nothing wrong for being PAssion right?
RIGHT ANYONE?

Anyway I really wanna have my own family (with you)

How to Style?

(1)


(2)


(3)


(4)


(5)

I was thinking to change my style

because "someone" say me not handsome

That why I started to worry

Which style do you guys think it suit me?

so I can become one of "handsome" I hope!!


(1-5)

let me know k?

Today is Today

Yesterday When I fell asleep, I have a bad dream.
When I wake Up, my eyes full with tear.
Before to bed, I did have a sad mood.


For what happen yesterday, I think I will put inside my heart.
Since today was today so I hope everything went fine.

What I did for few day was sleep and sleep
Now My leg gain recover !!!!

Now I even capable do...


PLAYIng Tissue with my leg...
By the way...
Still a long way for fully recover as my leg now just 70% recover.


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Little talk here: My heart have break into a peace after I heard what you say ; you will "SIENX".. this was a word that every relationship End... relationship not cos of fun, not cos of fresh, not cos of excited but it about how to maintain loving each other and tolerate.

Chinese New year 2010

First day of Chinese New Year

My leg suddenly Injured

So from Orang upaya (OU) turn Orang kurang upaya SEMEMTara(OKU.S)

My activities Have become ...


Lay-Ing


EATIng + LAying


After Lay-Ing + Eat-Ing = SLEEP-ING


I HATE it..... damm......


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Little talk: Haix... I need more attention from you!!!!!!!!

A lonely valentine day and CNY

Today is valentine day , couple around the world sure celebrating valentine day with someone they love. For Chinese , today is first day of Chinese New Year.



I think ALot couple have prepare well a plan for today.
In Japan , today alot of girl will given a chocolate or present to a guy but not in malaysia
I Wanna received a chocolate from a girl 2...


Kind a nice received a sweet chocolate right.. ^^
What I wanna express here is about how Much I worry for the onward SIx day that she not around.

I'm Worry , especially today...



Because today was a lonely valentine day for her and me
I just can tell that my heart wont change for her, But I don't know about her......

My Valentine day in 2010

For some reason as I say I couldn't celebrate the valentine day with the one I love 2molo
So I have make the celebration early and with some surprise !!!
Every year on this coming day 2/14 rose and chocolate is the two thing that couldn't be lack.

First I telling her that I have some important thing to let her know is between the both of us, for true that she very moody because I didn't let her know what I going to tell.

On that day she very moody she purposely come find me, at the same time she didn't suspect I going to celebrate valentine day with her because I told her that we celebrate after Chinese New Year.



As I say I didn't have dinner yet , so we went to the Old Town that near my College.Through the conversation in the old town , she keep asking me what happen , can you tell me now. At that time I really wanna laugh out loud... XD

After finish my dinner , I called her to when back my house so I can tell her what happen,I think after the story I not need to write out here as everyone can guess what will happen.
As you can see through the picture below..



Do she pretty or the flower?



For me, I think she really cute and sweet as well.



I think what important the day of valentine is not about rose or chocolate or giving but about being with someone you lOve...

P/s... I love you

When I read Book

When I started to study

I really fully focus on it



But when I fully focus

I really can put everything inside my mind



But sometime I really feel bored of study

Then I will END it up



LIKE THIS.......(speechless)

USELESs me

I starting jump into the useless bin , I couldn't be even recycle...

I really useless

Useless ~useless ~Useless ~Useless

One word describe me now

Un-recyclable !!!!!!!!!!!

Cute little bear

Through the website...

I have find some very cute thing to decorate my blog layout by putting this cute bear



I dont know what to call this bear , sO I called it as the "lazy bear"

really cute when i saw it...

You can look through my layout at the right hand-side..

I still dont know how to buy thing or what

is because it was Japanese word

anyone wanna play with it you can registration through this following website

<Cute bear >



What I like about it ?

Is because it lazy like I do...

SInce when...

For the start I don't really realize what I doing

I don't Know since when it started as a habit that I will look on those stuff

HELLO KITTY



HEllo Kitty


I think I should know why
After I being with her
I started to like pink, strawberry, hello kitty, barbie.....etc

Sometime I really do wanna change to be more better
Change to someone that she called as MAN
As everyone here should know that I'm a girlish guys

I really HAte myself , for couldn't be a perfect boy for my girl
I really really wanna change and change
Change to be more even better

BUt one thing for sure, that I have to change my lazy habit...



Cos I really lazy like that "Lazy bear"...

Look like me right!!!!

Valentine day to me....

To me Valentine day is about love and romance

This coming valentine day TO me is about learning "TRUSt"

Why do I say "trust"?

because this years valentine day is beyond my prediction

I scared for what happen so what to do?

Only one thing, Trust!!!!

I think that Being in relationship do have the procedure and General Guideline

By following the General Guideline , I sure you all will have sweet time together

Always remember that ~



Your partner is just as important as you are!

for example: when the girl ask you who will you save when her mom and her drop into the sea?
Solution : Try to save her first , since your life is same like her

You are always responsible when in a relationship!

for example: when you come into sex problem , try to prevent pregnancy when you still young
Solution : Always stop by 7-11 and try to prevent from expired ...

Love only happens when you are real!

for example: a lot of guys don't like sharing problem with their girls , they hide and keep putting a Emo face
Solution : Explain how you feel , Address issues in a non-accusing manner Step forward and live the change you like to see, love can only re-emerge when you lose the fear of being you.

That aLL I WANNA SAY....

Now I need to do is "TRUst"
haix~

closer or Farther

Do the Gap between Us getting

Closer

Or

Farther?

Because I do feel there was something behind me without My know.....

Coming Valentine day 14/2/2010

This coming valentine day was fall on the first day of Chinese New Year

So I couldn't celebrate with her

In the same time , I feel unwell of that day coming

I couldn't tell what the problem will be

I think only she know

I worry Worry and worry...