Who am I for you?

WHO AM I FOR YOU?

Little small thing can really make me down for sure

I think I keep myself silent better.

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little talk: I have gone through a lonely Christmas eve and Christmas as well, and yesterday was my friend birthday, happy birthday ya Reagan..

One of the day I hate is coming soon

Why I hate Christmas day ?

One thing

I don't feel perfect on that day

I not same like the picture above

A girl for a snow man to make it perfect.



I hate you "merry Christmas".....

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P/s: lonely again this year.....

follow me

Fate exists

but it can only take you so far

because once you're there

it's up to you to make it happen.

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Little talk:One of the day I hate come again, Christmas.
Because a lot of couple celebrate together.
I ENVY and sad as well.

Will you follow me?

Yesterday Night I look up to the sky

Think of what have I done

what People done to me

what path should go

and which way should I lead

I think I never confuse with my way

If you really confuse

why don't I give you a hand

Try to follow the path that

I was walking through

Maybe my path will be sorrow

But try to believe

both of rain and storm make's

Rainbow...

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Little talk : If you looking at this , I hope you know how I feel. Maybe I kind of rude for sudden or childish but what I have done is just that I really mind, I think everyone will do the same thing as I , this way normal for acting. Anyway If I really done anything wrong, I will apologies .

Difference

I started to understand that difference people speak different language,
So do in our life , we treated difference people with different kind of way .

In our daily life, we do wear a mask while face everyone,
Include me...

JUst like everyone have their own style of living,
We can be EGO, Polite, selfish , stupid, smart, crazy.....etc



Just like the picture above, difference kind of species have their style of starting and finishing drinking milk . ( CUTE RIGHT THE PICTURE?)

I think most of the time, I wearing a mask,
I cover every of my expression with a mask..



BY THE WAY, I think while I wearing a mask, I DO LOOK HANDSOME...

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P/S:



TOO MUCH BARRIER for me to start mY repORT.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fate end

When I started to imagine the happy scenery between "the person of the person" and together with the other person even now in fact the chest is tightened to the pain without the way of saying.

DO you ever heard of the story of "the red string myth"
It was a red string that tie a couple together uP!!!!!
For now, I still couldn't understand why red color but not black , chocolate or pink...etc

Ok, the myth it just telling like fate,
It tie up the fate of the couple.

I think I dont feel like explaining why.



I was just wanna say tat do "US" fate really come to the end?
I really think that the red string do tie us UP..



Maybe is "yOU" that CUT of the red string...
If can, please tie it up again...
I will help you indeed .

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Sing A song: how deep is your love ~

Envy

I Started started started to envy ALOT OF COUPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why they can have their sweet moment with their love one?

Why not me?



Today On my way Home, I saw a couple playing around
On the same time is raining,
Maybe for the couple felt is sweet,
for sudden I feel lonely,
Siting alone in the cold raining weather...
I hate it the most..




More lonely I felt when the rain goes heavy and the wind do blow hard,

And my face started to change..

change until I look like

PEANUT



DON'T LAUGH , now my face really look like peanuts...

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Little talk: “chin yew, this is our moment. This is our time. Our time to turn the page on the policies of the past. Our time to bring new energy and new ideas to the challenges we face. Our time to offer a new direction for what we love.” ( created by me from Obama)

Alice in the wonderland

Do you still remember Alice in the wonderland this cartoon?

Now I where like to say " chin yew in the wonderland" Cos I lost my way out for now.

If you guys still remember this cartoon,

Within this cartoon there was one part of the conversation between Alice and the CAt..




Alice : Would you please tell me , which way I ought to go from here?
CAt : That depend a good deal on where you want to get to.
Alice : I don't much care where.
CAt : then it doesn't matter which way you go.
Alice : So long as I get somewhere.
CAt : Ooh, you're sure to do that, if you only walk long enough.

If you all try to get somewhere else , try think how capable is yourself.

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Within this few day...



I try to wet myself to cover my tear.



At night , I cant make myself asleep .

COs OF

ONE REASON



I MISS HER....


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Little talk : I kind of speechless now, Just wanna wait .....

Dairy - memory

Every night, I seem to reviewing back my diary for what have happen within last few month ago..

Anything started with sWEet and end up BitteR..

I think maybe Bitter suit with my life..

Cos I'm always being in coffee life.

Coffee can't be too sweet but can be bitter..

I still wonder why?



Pure Coffee BItter right?

OK, I will just vow out here..

WHERE MY SUGAR!!!!!!!!!!!
(cream milk work as well)

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little talk : Co-op still left 2 day, Thinking how to celebrate Christmas day? haix...

Lonely...

I never feel that lonely bfore,

Yesterday till now,

I feel really empty,

I think I have use to the day that you around,

I Feel LONELY~



I want you to be by my side,

I wouldn't mind or wouldn't care Much,

I Just want You to be by my side,

What I want mostly wouldn't come..



I think ,

I will just siting beside,

wait for something that wont happen,

Where you find a person that still waiting,

That me,

Not smart but just stupid for LOVE ....

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p/s : lonely man~

A lesson

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.”

A LESSON

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and I'm Sorry"

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p/s: If you really think of it, I will be here and just for you... : )

野玫瑰

讓我假裝已經忘記妳了吧。
相信，我們的回憶，
就像候鳥一樣，
已振翅飛散。
相信，妳的冬天會結束，
而春天即將到來。
在直到真心這麼想之前，
我會拼命地相信著。
接著，
妳會，
永遠地幸福，
我衷心祈禱



相信着不可能的事情

我不知道 我还可不可以 以这心态 来等待

我快累了……

我想要安定 就像其他 情人一样

但我相信快乐日子的降临…… ：）

Rain art

Falling Down, pooling up,
Out of the sky, into my cup.

What is this wet that comes from above,
That some call disaster, and others find love.

The harder it falls, the less it is nice,
The colder it falls the harder the ice.

The rain has an art that I may not get,
So I stand still here and get soaking wet.

each drop of rain bring sadness out of me,
the art of each drop of rain do clear soul...



I feel so complete when I’m in the rain,
I feel no sorrow I feel no pain,

It may give me a cold but I don’t care,
There’s a calming sensation from grass to air,

The feeling of love I don’t have, I will gain,
Because my heart falls open as I stand in the rain.

Art of rain.............

KAmen Rider

Kamen Rider was one of my favorite hero that I dream to since I was small , funny right.
Till now, I still remember each RIder how to tranform...





(kamen rider 1 and 2)

Kamen rider 1 and kamen rider 2 was the most first two rider that appear !!!
This two rider was my favorite rider and I still remember the song how to sing..

rider ~ rider ~ kamen rider ~ kamen rider~ kameeeeeeeen riderRRRRRRRRRRRRRr~ Rider Kick~~~

Ok.. I just wanna introduce you guys A kamen rider movie , I think most of you sure have seen it before..

KAMEN RIDER THE NEXT











Here some preview on the KAMEN RIDER THE NEXT



Nice right?

If you feel interesting , why dont you follow this link

~Kamen RIder the NEXT~


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(little talk: this few day i feel quite happy..^^)

Rainbow color

Rainbow color do have alot of meaning..

In order to have friendship must look past the color to the soul , because within the soul lies a rainbow of many colors.

A Wise man told me that Life is like a rainbow , YOu need both sun and rain to make the color appear as rainbow, so do the relationship.

It was say that To maintain a relationship is needed 2 person to collaborate , for friendship as well.



I will Try to believe that somewhere over the rainbow , skies are blue, and the dream that I dare to dream really do come true...

I will fill up a joy of color in my cup...!!!!

OVER THE RAINBOW by connie talbot


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(ps: I hope everything will fine soon..)